New Makeover

Strange, of all the days, the internet service choose this day to breakdown, when i finally have my old blogger account able to switched to the new one.... dem ironic.

Still, since the net today is kinda unstable, i'll post a short one even i have a lot of to blog especially concerning an friendship issue i encounter yesteday evening.... Anyway, i'll leave that for tomorrow... that is if the net is up and going.

Merry Christmas 2006

So it finally christmas already. Looking back, it been 1 tough year.

Anyway, since yesterday.. i been pretty much alone. Everyone else seems to have their own fun things to do.. My bros went to Genting wif his own friends and in hometown respectively. My friends... same thing. I even called one up whos in KL for the holidays.. Cant get thru though... So this year's christmas is the same as last year- playing with myself alone.. lol. Regreting not going back to howntown.. at least i'll be spending the time wif family over there.

Went to KLCC yesterday... tons of people. Buy myself a PC Gamer mag and treat myself a McFillet o Fish extra. Went to section 14 on my way back to buy myself a dvd to watch later. Played Dawn of War before ended the nite. So was Chrismas eve.

And now, back at section 14 again.. for lunch and my internet fix. Later maybe go shopping for tonite's dinner and a few dvds for entertainment of the day. So thats how i plan for the day.

Anyway, to everyone else, have the best fun this holiday. Wish u all a joyous merry christmas.

New Home New Begining

There, we finally moved house.

After spending the whole weekend organizing, packing, throwing, load up the lorry, reloading and unpack we able to finally move out of wanga maju into our new home (kinda old apartment) in sec 17, PJ. As life has it, things dun went as smoothly as planned especially concerning the old landlord (ex now)...

Anyway, yesterday was really busy... working our ass off from morning to evening. Things made worst, when after we finished moving our stuffs and practically moved out, the landlord asked (when phoned) to clear every single items, ours or not, out of his house. Since he got a leverage over us, we have no choice.And he cant even come to give us back our deposits even i informed him before we moved yesterday.. Fuming mad.

Without a choice, we just have to throw everything which we dun need. Mostly leftover books, clothes and stuffs from previous housemates which are still in mint condition. Not to mention a hill of old newspapers and books. And a still functional fridge.

In the end, we manage to get help from a couple of guys who manage a charity recycle event (lucky i noticed it earlier when we moved out) nearby. We cleared the newspapers and sorted out clothes and stuff to give to the charity. There, the house was cleared. Well, apart from the lone fridge in a corner which we have to leave it there.

So, we went back our new home, unpack and organize the place. The 1st thing i set up is my beloved PC.. lol. Till now, there still some boxes waiting to be unpack. And the floor need a good sweep and mop.

Later in the evening, i still have to rush to wangsa maju to meet up with the old landlord.... if he turn up this time. Sigh~

On The Move Out

Just took my dinner at BRJ... gonna miss eating there.

Anyway, now taking a break from packing since morning.... browsing all my comic mags and stuffs.. deciding what to keep and which to feed the garbage. Feeling a little "sayang" at all those "Gempak" and "Star" local mags, PC Games and other misc mags which i keep since 2002.. lol. But then again, even i keep them, they just lying somewhere collecting dust and become bug food. And talk about paper, i have more than 1 year worth of old newspaper to throw later =.="

Yeah, yeah, they worth some money if i sell them to the old newspaper collector but i have to clear things out by tommorow when i move out.... or else the landlord wont be happy bout it.....
Wonder if he mind if i give them to him.......

Well, thats wat i get for always doing things in the last minute *sweats*

So as i said, i'll be moving out tomorrow morning by 10 am... if the lorry i rent makes it on time.

Anyway, i bid good bye for this area which i been living for 6 years, gonna miss this place *sobs* And for those friends who live nearby , thanks a lots for taking care of me all this years, directly or not :) Sorry if i didnt make any kind of farewell party or yumcha even though i wish there's one... Maybe next time :) Miss you all too...

Here's to the next chapter of my life.

What Card Are You?

Stumbled on this interesting who-am-i-quiz when i browsed some friends' blogs. I'm a hermit? *sweats*

You are The Hermit

Prudence, Caution, Deliberation.

The Hermit points to all things hidden, such as knowledge and inspiration,hidden enemies. The illumination is from within, and retirement from participation in current events.

The Hermit is a card of introspection, analysis and, well, virginity. You do not desire to socialize; the card indicates, instead, a desire for peace and solitude. You prefer to take the time to think, organize, ruminate, take stock. There may be feelings of frustration and discontent but these feelings eventually lead to enlightenment, illumination, clarity.

The Hermit represents a wise, inspirational person, friend, teacher, therapist. This a person who can shine a light on things that were previously mysterious and confusing.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Unfun Busy Holiday

Yeah, a holiday today- birthday of the Selangor Sultan. But then again, spent the whole day paying bills and canceling my telephone and streamyx line. Spent a lot of money too, transportation fees for going to and fro the nearest Telekom center which not very near at all (about RM 5.80 ride by taxi) *sob*

Then again finally I got rid all the fees that been tying me down since. Hopefully with all the fees cleared, the landlord can give our deposits back as promised. And now to focus on the next problem- house moving. The question is how?

As of now, the current house is kinda in the mess right now. Tons to pack and even more to throw. I planned to pack some up today but kinda tired from the ordeal earlier today... Never thought I spent the whole day already =.=" Guess i have to pack a bit when i get home....

Now, i still got 1 bill to pay- the maintainence fee, but have to wait cos the paying station only open on 6pm *sweats*

And tomorrow i have to go back to work. Sigh~

p.s: owh, almost forgot... today is the 1st birthday of this blog :P Happy Birthday to orangeho.blogspot.com ~

Begining of an End

In about a few weeks from now, we'll bid good bye to 2006. And from this final month onwards there gonna be some changes going on. Some good, some bad but hopefully they are for the best.

So in coming week, if all goes well, i will move from Setapak, KL to Section 17, PJ along with my bros. Well, kinda heavy-hearted to move away from the area where i have been living for about 6 years. Gonna miss some friends there, the cybercafes, the BRJ mamak restaurant, the Hartini malay stall..... well, pretty much everything there.

So i gonna be quite busy this and the coming weeks. Tie up all the loose ends, pack things up, throw things away, clean up the current house etc etc *sweats* As for the apartment which i'll be moving in, well, i will go have a look this Sat. LoL, yeah.. i havent see the house yet but my bro did and he said not bad actually.... Well, at least the rent is the cheapest of all we looked in that area and pretty much near my work place and Utar :)

Work-wise, i now in my 4th month and things pretty much settled in. Though there still some problems but then i dun really bother anymore. As long i do my job and there's cash coming in, i pretty much satisfied.

So the coming 2007, i believe, will gonna be a better year.

Crying (Care)Freeman

I wonder why i wanna blog about this too... but then again this one of the reason why i blog in the 1st place...

Anyway, all the years since i was a young teen, i always maintain an emotionless look... especially when bad things happen around me. Even during my father's death, my grandpa or even my fav grandma where everyone else cried openly... i was always without a single drop of tear. Even i myself tot my heart was harden without the feeling of sadness... or maybe it my care-free attitude. I can feel happy but not sadness. Maybe the happiness might been an act.

Still, a lot time. i really wish to cry out. The passing of my father, my broken relationship wif my ex, and especially during the recent year. Yet i cant. Not a drop. A robot like human.

And yesterday night, i just erupted.

I received my salary of the month and hopes to dine out. Yet i dun felt like eat alone. My bros got their own things to do. A few friendly phone calls, a few sms. No favorable result. Then i decide to eat some leftover bread at home. Alone.

Later all bros came back and we discussed about the house moving problem. It became heated when the third and i argued. Second bro tends to not get involve or things might get worse. Soon the third (currently taking a degree in psychology) said something which felt akin to what Steve Irvin got in his last moment... maybe even worst.

I shouted back in rage and retreated to my room. I was trying to calm down when mum phoned. And when talking to her, i suddenly just exploded in tears. I was cried and sobbed like a 3 year old. It was like all the accumulated pressure, disappointments and grief just burst open. Unable to speak properly, i handed the phone to my 2nd bro who standing there stunned ( he said much later that's the 1st time he saw me cried in his whole life)

Obviously, my mum was dead worried when she suddenly heard me like this.

Soon i was able to calm down and was dumb-founded that i cried just then.... Just so surreal. My bro and mum (second phone call) was relieved. Sorry for making u all so worried ;P
Later i made peace to my third bro. Hey, we brothers after all.....

So i cried. Real man cries, as the saying goes. Hey, I'm a human after all. After this episode, I hope things will get better.